Then and now.....
I get a kick out of these fitness/running/exercise websites that talk 'before and after'. Words matter and to a runner it's not 'before and after', it's more 'then and now'. You see, to me it's more than semantics because there's a big difference in 'before and after' and then and now! Then I was 'that' way, now I'm 'this' way. Before and after - sounds like I didn't start, I did start and then after means I'm finished. Sorta makes me think it's over, well, was it over when the Germans bomber Pearl Harbor? (Obscure Animal House reference). No! So you ran a Half Marathon (or 5K) before you weren't a runner - after you are? Or you were? Nope, then I wasn't a runner and now I am. Whether you did a 5K or a Half Marathon or a marathon you are still a runner. It's like slow and fast: a person who runs 12:00 minute miles is every bit the runner that someone who runs 7:00 miles is. Perhaps the 7:00 person has peaked and the 12:00 person is still improving. Or the 12:00 person is >40, 50, or 60 years old...matters not. Age doesn't define a runner - 2 things do: desire and a 'time'. If there was a goal and you had the desire to chase that goal; whether you have been a runner, or are a newer runner you had the desire to pursue that goal. Regarding a 'time' ; I still love George Sheehan's definition of the difference between a runner and a jogger - a runner has a race number. Perfect! The 'runner' has desire, a time frame, a plan (hopefully), and a star to reach for. Now the runner toes the start line with like minded others to measure himself or herself with those others against the distance and against the clock. Then the runner didn't get out of bed at 4:00 or 5:00 to train before work, or skip the cocktail hour to sneak in another workout. Then the runner didn't give up his Saturday mornings to do long runs in soaring temperatures to prepare his body for the elemants and the distance. Then he didn't get up, turn on the Weather Channel, agonize over sleeves or gloves, eat or not eat, what to eat pre -long run or race, water stops, rain, cold, heat, fog (means 100% humidity) but that was then. Now that he has a race number, these things matter. They give clarity, comfort, and piece of mind so that at the end of it all the runner has more than a number. He has a 'time'. In his mind it might be a 'good' time, or a 'bad' time, or a 'I coulda done better' time, or a 'first' time...but it is a time. It's not a DNF (did not finish) or worse, a DNS (did not start). It's there in black and white, a time. The clock doesn't lie, ever. It says, "You did it!" You had what it takes to challenge the course, challenge the distance, challenge yourself....now! Today! And you have the time to prove it. Good, bad or indifferent, no one can ever take it away from you. Was it as fast as an Olympian? No, but you now have the ability to know what an Olympian goes through, you have run miles in their shoes. Now you are an athlete, a runner...now! That's the truth...Now, what's next?
